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and I can't stand it!!!!
YAYAAYYAAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!
http://www.cnn.com/2012/03/24/us/no
And I'm fighting back tears. To leave my son... omg. And I think to this morning when I dropped him off at daycare. He clung to my legs and burried his face in my pants. I feel like shit. I know I know.. the two situations don't even compare. But I can't imagine making that decision to leave one of my children behind to try and get the others to survive. That must just torture your soul.
ugh.
In lighter news...
I am a giant ball of hormones right now because I'm expecting my second child!!!!!!!
He/She is making me very ill though. It's a lot harder now when you already have a baby. There is no, just relax for the evening, or anything like that. I still have to get up and get Dean ready and feed him yadda yadda yadda. But I am really excited about having them so close together. I never wanted my children years apart. They never bond very well.
I'm happy. and also trying to forget that article i just read.
It's up for voting! so please vote!
wtf... I hate these commercials... if anything it makes me NEVER want to buy their clothes...
at least have them DOING something...
wtf...
UGH
Please excuse the crudity of the cutie marks... I did them in paint with my touchpad LOL
I love playing with that pony creator.... *huggles Chief*
I dare you to post your favorite G1 Pony recreated in the pony creator!!!!
http://generalzoi.deviantart.com/art/Pon
so Im visiting my inlaws in newfoundland...and I am so freaking bored....My husband was talking to them yesterday and asked if they have taken me over to town yet, they said no. he was like ...er she likes to go out and whatnot every once in a while...even just to walk around the stores.
dear husband.. i love you...
i cant really tell them i am bored out of my mind here. all my realitives are in their 60s and above... you can only listen to them complain about the state of things and talk about people you dont know for so long right? not to mention my mother in law has 14 sisters and many of them live on the island..so trying to memorize them all is super hard.
oh did i mention im not actually ON the main island?? no Im on a small island in conception bay called bell island. there is NOTHING here except a ghetto grocery store and a mine museum. I just thank god for my phone with internet. because there is only dial up on the island...
other than feed my baby and whatnot there is nothing to do. my father in law bitches how he cant watch his crappy politic shows where people bitch back and forth.. im sorry but tv is my only distraction from boredom... there isnt even enough people to play a fun card game...
i want to go over to my sister in laws house because she has school aged kids with game for me to play but id feel bad telling my mother in law that.... my days have been the same.
wake up feed baby, watch tv, put baby to bed, watch tv, wake up and feed baby, watch tv, wake up and feed baby watch tv maybe go for a walk, visit sister in law put baby to bed..... and then because im so bored i go to bed early....
i cant even take the car and go on on my own....their car is scary.... old, and im afraid it would brake down on me if i were alone.
also the whole moving thing is starting to get scary... my realtor said the only place to build is on the other side of town... i really really want to stay on the greenwood side so i can walk to everything. the mall, corner store, work, daycare....ugh...
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Its funny how when I'm around my mother...the post partum depression comes out. she makes me not feel like a mother, because every few minutes its "maybe you should do this, maybe you should do that...". i cant make a decision of my own it feels like. Im currently at my inlaws in newfoundland and its nice... the dark cloud is gone and i feel like a mother when i look at my son.
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ok maybe not really but DAMN they sure resemble them!
